Preparing to find my heart...

So I am driving along the roads through Seattle listening to my Hebrew cd's, practicing my pronunciation when it randomly hits "what the heck am I doing?"
I feel like this trip is a journey or exploration of possibly finding my place, more of myself, and heart in the very heart of our God in the land known as Israel. As excited as I am about walking through this ancient land, experiencing it's history, beauty and heart ache, as well as volunteering in the orphanage in Arad, etc. I am experiencing great anticipation that the things that lie ahead are bigger then I can imagine as they will hopefully open more doors and opportunities. This is the hope I feel stirring within me as I wait upon our Creator and the future plans He has for all of His Beloved one's. This is the goodness of today, other days I go in and out of drowning in fear and uncertainty of this leap or plunge of faith I am charging into.
Please continue to keep me in your hearts and prayers as I feel I am walking into the land as Abraham with just the clear voice of Lord as my strength, song and hope...
in all circumstances may we abide in His peace.